I see you in the sky

I see you in the mountains

I see you everywhere I go

But you never see me

You never see me talking

You never see me laughing

You only see me when you want to see me

You take me for granted and think you can play with my feelings like a doll

And when your done you throw me away

Like a piece of trash

You think you can do anything with a girl

But your just a scared little boy who doesn’t know anything

Why I say to myself

Cry my eyes out wondering what I did

I say I hate you but I don’t

I hate myself for liking you

I hate myself for trusting your words

I hate you how you were my first kiss

I hated that I wanted more

When really all I got was less and less form you

Then suddenly you shut me out like a shadow in the darkness

I never loved someone as much as you

I thought love was a myth and it is

You showed me that

You took me for granted

You took my kindness and my heart for granted

I didn’t take you for granted though I waited and the sad part is that I would wait a decade to have your heart again.